FAMILY

we all have family and its really not a nice feeling havin family that you dont know and that dont know you
i have 4 younger brothers that i have never met in my life and a dad that i have only met a handful of times this new year im going to try and change that and hopefully he will let me change that, all my life iv been this angry person and im now 22 and still have daddy issuses lol that sounds so gay but its true,... i would love to get to know him and build a relationship with him and my lil brothers,... i have one younger brother and thats andy but hes not so wee hes bigger than me and he treats me like im his baby brother so i would love to have baby brothers that look up to me,... i know its a long shot but at the end of the day it will be worth it if it works if not then atleast i know i tried,... lets all hope it works for the best,... much love...Gerard

HAPPY

well yesterday was christmas day and it was a wonderful day, i woke in mums house to have the feast that john cooked for us which was delicious im pretty sure im still stuffed :)
hit the drink last night with a few friends i had over in mums along with my fantastic brother andy
it was great crack then john busted out the vodka and well now i dont really remember going to bed lol
but im sure fun was had by one and all, im currently lying in bed now absolutely dying with a hangover
and yet there is still another night of drinkin ahead of me im sure all i can say is BRING IT ON!!!
it felt nice to be back in the rock after been away for the past 2 months even tho my old bedroom the lare has been turn apart and cleaned and im now in the spare room its still really nice :)
life over the past while has just been really good im livin with two awesomely fantasic people they are farting machines its a laugh and now we have new years to look forward to and my resolution is no eatin shit or drinkin alcohol til april and until then i shall be hittin the gym hard to get in shape and sure hopefully i can do it,... 12 o clock new years becarful if ur beside me im single and i plan on grabbin the first person i seen and plantin a wet one on them lol,..anyways folks i hope u all had a great christmas and santy was good to you,, have a great new year,... much love..Gerard :)

new house

Just moved into my new house with two of my friends winters an richie so far so good its been a laugh with the lads even went to a house party and me an winters kicked the head of each other and both of us dont remember it or comin home so that was hilarious,..just got internet in my room on my pc so happy days,..money tomoro for bit of shoppin and cinema for paranormal activity 2 CANT WAIT TO BE SCARED SHITLESS :D :D :D sooooooooooo yeah thats it really up til now life if awesome at the min, anyways take her handy people,..much love... Gerard :) :)

Dangerous thoughts

I am CRACKING up lately literally lying in bed most nights
shaken with anger ready to just flip and go nuts.
I having got a clue what's going on, i don't know if its
this town or just the people in it or the fact im going no where
fast but i know if i don't get out of here soon its going to push me
over the edge and ill go nuts! blah thats enough bitching out of me
for now..., much love...Gerard, :S

Having that person

i want that person...much love...Gerard :(

funny how shit happens

its funny how you know a person or atleast you think you know someone and they completely go and change when you realise everything that they said to you was a lie, where one day everything is 100% and the next its just gone and the reasons are so stupid!
i dont have much to say on this but all i know is im glad it happened this soon rather than a good it down the line, so im guessin they are all the same in the end and I AM RIGHT,... anyways time to move on from this and go back to the good old not caring!!,..much love,.Gerard :)

Friends

I was sitting today and i was just thinking about how without your friends you would be lost like YOU would be lost like we take our family for granted most of us like we just assume they are always going to be there for us well i know i do,... like think of all your BEST friends like i know we all have looooooads of friends but i want ya to think of the friend you turn to immediately when something goes wrong and think where would you be without that person i can safely say without my select few best friends i honestly dont know where i would be, this seems like a depressing blog so im sorry bout that its not meant to be depressing its meant to make you think about how great your friends are and how much you appreciate them,... to all my friends you all know who you are thank you for always been there for me when i needed you, you are the best ever all of you :) :)....much love...Gerard :)

Life now..

right im still a bum and im now 22 so i really should get a job coz this is no fun and at this stage its actually pathetic soooooo yeah time to kick myself on the ass and get a move on with life and try make something of myself,...eh hummm got myself a nice new girlfriend shes actually perfect thats all i can say i dont think i can point out one singular flaw in her :) so lately iv been extraordinarily happy :) :)
right now at this very second im not happy coz im wide awake and its 3:11am and im trying to join sean nordons game of call of duty but nooooooooo Eircom is a a wanker and its wanking all over us!!
anyways enough said for now time to break something :)....much love....Gerard :)

Thank you brian

Soooooooo apparently i can update my blog straight from Facebook thats pretty awesome,.. this was brought to my attention by none other than,....*drum roll* Brian McCann :) :)
thank you sir,..much love....Gerard

i should start a blog....

well its a typical boring friday night in the scummy town known as dundalk where there is very little to do but drink, smoke and fight....lol,... i lol coz its actually true well there is a cinema but sure meh fuck that,.. im now here in my house on my xbox talking to my friends cathal bashford, mikal mc keown and brian mc cann and we are all just as bored as each other,... i was givin the idea to set up a blog by none other than aisling madden (what a nice girl) we were thinkin of how this could make us millions? really? I FUCKING HOPE SO!!!,.. anyways my peeps for now i big you a good night im going to go find a cure for my boredom,... much love,...Gerard :)