in bed

lyin in bed with what i hope is my future and the more i think of it the bigger this smile on my face gets,...much love,...Gerard <3 :) lol :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D HAPPY AS FUCK :D

:S

i havin freaked out not once, i have been calm the whole time since the news,..:S,...much love,.. Gerard :S :S :S

Future...

past few weeks my life has changed, when i thought of the future i didn really see much of one but now when i think of the future i see everything to look forward to all the firsts of everything, time will show my real friends and im interested to see who they are, i have my handful of best friends they know who they are and i love them all, the next 2 months will bring alot of newness to me and im excited, i cant wait to be the person that i never had and absolutely kick ass at it,.... looking forward to everything the future has to offer me with a big excited head on me,..cant wait to see lee lol,.. much love,..Gerard :D :D :D

EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Excited, that is all :D,...Much love,..Gerard :D

Rain

i remember i used to love walking home from town in the pissing rain but now NOW its just DEPRESSING,.. fuck off shit weather!!
Cant wait for summer, balcony, sun, shorts, beer, friends,...BRING IT OOOOOOOOOOOON :D :D anyways thats that,..much love,..Gerard :)

Goal 1

it is now the second of february and iv been in the gym just under a month, when i first started in the gym i got my body fat checked and it was 20% which was bad i should have been in between 10-15% so i set myself a goal to get to 15% and well today i got it checked and i have reached goal number 1 and im dead happy with myself,.. so goal 2 is not to get myself down to 10%,.. still off the drink and flat out with the diet,... this whole been healthy thing is awesome lol,.. people might think im minus craic for not drinkin but fuck that i like the way i am now :D :D
anyways this was just a lil happy update cant wait for goal 2 to happen :),..much love,..Gerard :D :D :D :D